I update today for no momentous reason. Life
is different, of course, than it was six months ago, all the usual
status quo having status quit as it does normally over time.
I have enjoyed not writing here. The first month
of my neglect was nothing special -- I'd been infrequent for some time.
The second and third months were curious in that I came to embrace my
tiny irresponsibility. I was a burgeoning bad boy of
journal-keeping with a devil-may-care attitude akin to that of spitting
out one's gum onto the street from a moving car. More guilt than
impact, and joy from the infraction.
By April I knew I'd joined that other crowd, the one of
people who are either too busy or too apathetic to update. I was both.
Now, with June here, I'm messin' around again.
Don't take this to mean anything. Don't you go thinkin' I'm back.
Hey. These are my terms. Don't make me come over
there. I'll turn this car right around.
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